It's becoming more evident

Much more obvious to me
I thought much more of you
Than you ever thought of me

Was this my biggest mistake
Letting myself think you cared
Was I just your marionette
With heartstrings open and bared

With me left here still thinking
What was false, what was true
So puzzling and so complex
I?m left to await another clue

On my heartstings you played
Each left with a loving memory
Yet I still have those questions
Do you ever think about me

I?m wondering why all the intrigue
Now why all of this mystery
Why am I left here hanging
Your the one that holds the key.

Harsh words & violent blows

Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted

written by: mah frnd(ena)

ME ,MYSELF N MISERIES

I am sad, alone & low coz i want to be,
I desperately need someone to share my thoughts, feelings, emotions.
I have become too much frustrated coz of monotony in my life.
On one side there is insurmountable academic load,
and on the other side there is loneliness of my life
My personal life is totally dark,with no points of light comin from anywhere...

I pity on myself,the reason for my self pity is lack of confidence ,
which result in takin very few initiatives..
Rather than missin any opportunity, i run from any upcoming opportunity..
I have always provided myself reasons to keep me satisfied..

I NEED TO REVIVE, TO BE JOYOUS AND TO SUCCEED..

Oh!! Almighty. I don't believe in you but still out of my terrible situation.

I AM PRAYING TO U............

" PLEASE GIVE ME SOME LIGHT HERE"

LONELY .........

I LOOKED UP AT THE VELVETY BLACKNESS OF SKY
AND I SEE STARS ADORING NIGHTS SO BRIGHT
EVEN DIAMONDS MAY FEEL SHY..................

AND THEN I SAW ONE THAT BREAKS FREE
AND SHOOTS TO,,,,,,,
I DON'T KNOW WHERE,,,

Oh!! little star........
will u take my wish to her who is so far,
Tell her that i am just a little lonely here....................................

•▬●๋•í ám whát í ám●๋•▬•
To some people it sounds rediculous but it is a bitter truth.
I m not like others.Ok little more about me.
I am ambitious and I follow my heart, I believe in myself and God. I love my family and close ones. I love adventure, sports, writing , movies And I have my own different world. There are many things I wish to do in life. I dream a lot and I am an emotional fool and I always try my best to be honest ;) My life is not perfect nor I am but I love myself and my life it the way it is.